Wedding dreams.

So last night I had dreams about my wedding..... but they weren't good.

Ok, they weren't absolutely terrible, but they weren't good.

Basically, the first dream I had was at my rehearsal. But before I could do mine, I had to wait for someone else's rehearsal first. Which was kind of awkward. Also, when I think about this outside of dreamland, I realize that that means my church was double-booked. Not Ok.

Also, I walked down the aisle with someone who was not my dad, and we had to do this weird, confusing hand thing in order to get the right hand to lead me down. Then I realize that I was the first one to walk down the aisle. My bridal party came after me. What? I do remember that the music I walked down the aisle to was awesome, though, so that's good. I just can't put my finger on what it was.

I get up to the altar and realize that there are people up there who aren't my bridesmaids, and people on the wrong sides. Not only that, but they are wearing purple leotards and leggings. What??? Apparently they never liked any of my bridesmaid dress choices and just got whatever they wanted, and they wanted purple leotards and leggings. Yikes. There were a number of other things that were strange in this wedding situation, but I remember barely being able to see Nick at all. In the midst of all this chaos, I only glimpsed him a couple of times, and we never even got to say our vows because some guy (I can't place who he was in my mind) was too busy messing up a song he was supposed to be singing!

Another brief dream I had after waking up and falling back asleep was (I think) a shower being held at my house in my backyard. I was talking to my friend, Nick was not there yet again, about how I needed to book a honeymoon suite for that night and the honeymoon in general! And the wedding was supposed to be like, the next month! Ugh. This is why I wanted a long time to plan, so stuff like that wouldn't happen. So everything would go basically perfect, and my bridesmaids would actually have the right dresses. And my honeymoon would be planned in advance. These dreams had me wake up shuddering, but definitely thankful that I still have a year to get things taken care of! Phew!